Lost Ground

This years IHC has been off to a pretty not-good start. My blogging has been non-existent, my numbers have been there but nowhere where I'd like them to be, and my form, while complete, still feels as though it is missing a certain pazaz and flow my other forms more or less had. I could most likely come up with thousands of excuses on why this is, like focusing more on school work and dealing with a rather large increase in emotional struggles, but I'm going to go with just lacking commitment. Of course, that should never be an excuse. So now would be a good time to pick up my socks and get down to business. Blogging is something that can be quite easy to do if you can make it routine. The same can be said for numbers and forms reps. Making it routine is easy as well. You just need to know how to do it. Juggling around Kung Fu, school work, personal needs and social needs isn't something I'm comfortable doing at the moment. Quoting my computer science teacher; "Balancing tasks and commitments is like juggling. One is easy. Two is more difficult, but completely manageable. Three takes practice and is difficult, but can be done with time and patience. 4 is very difficult, and requires a lot of practice and time and effort. Juggling can only be done through dropping the ball hundreds of times through practice. But it's not about dropping the ball. It's about picking it up again afterwards." I'm by no means good at juggling (yet), and I'm by no means good at balancing commitments. I keep dropping the ball in kung fu. But I guess it's well overdue that I start picking it up again.