Feeling Lost

Firstly, congrats to Sifu Krebs, Sifu Vanderham, Sifu Csillag and Sifu Fuhr. You guys did great and truly deserve it. To top that off, this was my favourite Chinese New Year of all time. Working with the Sheep team one last time truly made me happy. Previously in the week, Sifu Brinker stated that after we got through everything, we would feel lost for a little bit. At the time, I didn't understand what he meant. How could someone feel "lost" after performing the performance they've been practicing forever on? News flash. I get what he was saying now. I feel lost and confused, as though my brain had been reset. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to feel. Starting in the year of the monkey, you wonder how it will go, with some of the people leaving, even though they felt like family. But as you lose some, you gain others, who will impact your life just as much. Another thing that's left me "lost" or on reset mode was the change of weapon. Even though I love the kama's a lot, having a sword in my hand feels natural. It feels right. All the change is a lot to take in, but once you get used to it, all's well. Till next year, when we have to go through it all again, but hey, that's a year away, right?